but the rest of me wants to tell you to get stuffed.
Have been at my home-away-from-home today
Cleaned sinks and toilets. And fixed things. Like laundry left on the hanger in the rain. I do household chores now. Go me.
Can’t wait for christmas
but the only thing i want is something that can never happen. Well, it could. But it’s not going to.
and my piano teacher keeps getting the frigging day and time of my lessons wrong. first she meant this saturday, not last sunday, then she meant tomorrow, not today. jeez. make your mind up!
also the title refers to the fact that people are bugging me lately. not you noover. just people and reality and GAH i’m so confused. and i hate the fact that if i so much as stop smiling everyone’s all “oh charli, are you alright?” and i just want to scream “NO! NO I AM FUCKING NOT ALRIGHT! ISN’T IT OBVIOUS?” and then there’s the fact that now i’m starting to hate people i don’t want to hate, for no other reason than that they did the best thing they could’ve done.
even i see i’m not being reasonable D:
i don’t know where the hell i’m supposed to be.
and for once i’d like to grow a backbone and stop being so cowardly.
